Post 13: No Specific Tittle. Gahhhh.

Do you still remember when i need to work alone for last two weeks ? Ya, all were done good. Batch job was good, the system was good, people were also good to me, and the environment was surprisingly okay. So it was ended with surprisingly okay :') Alhamdulillah.

Everything that is created for us by The Almighty is for our own good. He knows us the best. I guess the chances i get to stand alone for the past two weeks has made me a better person. Alhamdulillah. I smile a lot. I even laughing while in the office, something that i have rarely done for the last six months since i joining the company. I make some friends also. I added them to my FB lists. Whenever i updating my status, some of them will commenting on it. I feel better like this. I feel blessed. Thank you Allah.

Well at the meantime, one of my cliques had left the company for his own good. I wish him Good Luck. He has been very nice to me and all. He teach me a lot. We has certainly lost someone who got so many potentials and strong knowledge on this field. What a waste. No more jokes after this because usually he will created one. He will always arguing with another friends, made all of us laughing. So, no more after this. Our team should be much quieter after this. Ohhh :'(

Anyway, i'm still thinking about resigning after my bonding has completed. I just planned. So i have like three plans. One, to get back to engineering field. Second, try to getting myself in for management. Third, i want to do a business. I want to have my own book shop. I'm thinking about joining PUNB programme on Program Siswazah Perantis. Ohh, how i wish :')

So that is all from me :')


Till then.

Daa.

Post 12: A Very Long Week

This week should become one of the longest week i have ever had since my first day in the company. My partner would not be around for one week because of holiday. He is going to Pangkor Island anyway and left me doing all things regarding Scheduler. Hopefully, there is nothing serious will come out within this week, within his absence. I kind of worry, i am really worried.

Well, this is what i need to do at least for another six months. I have to learn and been able to perform my jobs well. I need to see things positively and stop complaining !!

I wish i can be a little bit happy in the office.


How i wish. Hurm.

Post 11: Why Do People Lie ?

Anyone who doesn't take truth seriously in small matters cannot be trusted in large ones either.

So, my question is why do people still need to lying ? Can't you simply said the truth ? If not why ? I really can't understand this.

I'm trying to find the truth about motivations for lying and it says that people lie everyday. They learn how to lie early in life, and continue lying their entire lives. A person may lie to protect himself and in an attempt to control life.


BUT


Still, does someone really need to lie ? And does anyone else deserved whatever you're lying is ?

Post 10: Yoga Class for Exercise System.

No no no i am not entering any proper yoga classes but i have bought something when i went out to Alamanda just now. I bought this one box consists of 35 flash cards, dvd and booklet from MPH.

At the entrance i saw this one book about grooming your cats or something. And then i saw another books on World War II with pictures and articles etc etc and they were selling it only for RM 29 .. it's worth buying ! They are also selling books for F1 and Football (it's time for World Cup btw meaning that it's time to makes money. Hehe)

My sister asked me to buy the book about cat's grooming. So i took the book and about to buy before i noticed this one green box about yoga. Since i have wonderfully gained some weights so i in need to reduce some. I noticed i have put on weight since i've been working in my current company. My job does not require me to go to the sites, no need to meet up with clients, i just need to sit in front of two monitors, monitoring and trouble-shooting client's account, and i literally working for 12 hours straight. Nice !!!

Instead of buying the book about cats, i bought myself something that can benefit me, something that can help me, at least, to reduce SOME weights. Perhaps. Haha. Ameen.








Can i lose like 10 kgs ???

;p



** I am 50 plus plus something right now BUT i am extremely short. Now i am HUGEEEEE **


Dang !!!

Post 9: Paid for May.

Hi All.

Today is 26th right ? I usually received my salaries on this date. Hehe. Have you get yours ?

Even though i kind of dislike the working environment of my department, i must be agreed that the pay itself is so so so good. I have been living and studying in an engineering field for the past five years and it is sad to say and admit that the basic pay for junior engineer or fresh graduate from engineering college is much more lower than the average pay of the so called 'unprofessional' position. Why it should be like that ? Hurm.

It has been so hard for me to do multi-tasking in monitoring and trouble-shooting for several accounts plus the un-welcoming and stressful working environment has never failed in getting into my nerves but whenever i'm thinking about the pay .. wahhh do i dare to give the resigned letter to my manager ? Haha. I definitely don't for the time being. At least i should stay in this company for a year in order for me to collect some extra knowledge from seniors and also to get a chance to manage a few IMPORTANT accounts which i can say, i definitely could demand for better paid if i have it in my resume. Hoh !

Eh btw, i have created a mini ticker that i put on the right side bar. Do i count-downing something ? Well, the answer is YES ! That is when i will break my bonding with my current company. Ohh i can't wait.

I felt like mentally tortured here. Do i ?


Haha.


Nitey.

Post 8: Losing Grips.

It has been tough on me for the past few weeks .. and up until now i do have so many things inside my mine. I can't even get rid of it.

I am loosing hope bit by bit.

Where is myself go actually ? I can't feel me. I can't afford to keep myself motivate. Where exactly am i going ??? Please come back !

I miss the old me so much.

Until when can i stand of all these ?


Please please please wake up and keep your head up ! PLEASE !

Post 7: Luckily i have her.

My little sister !! ;)

I love her a lot. Ohh btw, she's only thirteen. She always getting on my nerves but i can count on her at least. She always help me to clear out the facial cotton that i've already used from the box to the bin. Hehe. Yet she still can't tidy and clean up the room by her own. Huhu. I am the one who managed the room, i'm the one who swept and mopped the floor. That's why i'm the eldest right ? Haha.

I've already plan to bring her for Sushi King but seems like this week we were so busy moving out things from our previous house. We need to return the key.

I told her that we will go for sushi-outing latest by this Friday. Insya-Allah.

She looks so happy thus she asked me to browse around the pictures of sushi at Sushi King. Hik3. Be patient okay. I'll definitely will bring you there darling ;)





Ohh btw, if you noticed there's some missing post in my blog. I have move out those posts to the draft. I guess it would be the best to put unnecessary things out from this blog.

Daa !!