Hi.
It has been an ages since my last post. So many things came up in my life lately especially something regarding office matters.
I don't need to wait a wee bit longer until the last day of my bonding. September will be the very last month i would be in the office. Everything is changed in just a split of second, the things that i prefer not to enclose it here, sorry. And for the very first time since started working, i felt bad feelings about leaving the company, the moment that i actually has been waiting for, for the past few months. Now i felt different. Now i feel that i actually love the company, and i love all my colleagues even more.
And for the time being, i have already went to the two companies for the interview. I got another three next week. But i have decided to dropped two of it, thus left me with one.
Honestly, i am in the state of confusions. Do i really need to get back to the engineering field ? Or do i need to stay in the IT field and continue with what have i done so far, i mean mainframe and the stuff ? I feel uneasy. But the most disappointing part is the fact that i will leave the company just four days before we Muslims celebrating Hari Raya. And to make it worst, i got this news just a day before we celebrating The Holy month in Islam, Ramadhan.
I accepted all of these things with an open heart and mind. As i know, in the end of this, i will get something that might be better than what i had previously. He always be fair to His little creature. And with what had happened, it just made me things a bit about what have i done so far, i might be sometimes forgot about Him thus He made all of these as the reminder for me to not forgetting Him later. He loves me. Alhamdulillah :)
So now i am actively looking for another job. And this time around, i will make myself decide what is the best for me. I want to treasure every single seconds in my life. I want to make it valuable and i want to make sure that i became more better person ahead.
All the things that came up in my life out of sudden i would conclude it as blessings in disguise :)
