I seldom write something related with football. It is the most favorite sport in Malaysia, even in the world. But i more towards Baddy anyway :')
So i watched the first leg played in Bukit Jalil, live from RTM1. Haha. Believe it or not, i only went to the stadium once over the past 23 years, to watch horse-riding. That's it :')
By looking at the results of every matches that Malaysia and Indonesia had, and also by judging from the past experienced where Malaysia has been beaten by 5-1 in Gelora Bung Karno Stadium, i come with the excuses that " Ohh Nevermind if they are loosing this game. They are young, most of them are under 23. Give whatever you have. Nothing to lose. And so forth "
The closest result i guess to be was draw, with no goals scored by both team. When Markus told the referee about the laser things, i felt frustrated, with the supporters for the unsportive actions, and also with the opponent team. Why ? Because they did the same to Malaysia and Philippine, at the group stage and also during Semi-Final. And now, they are questioning why Malaysian fans did such things. They are playing victim cards and just after the games, the Malaysia's laser incidents became a trending topics on Twitter, spreading hates and no love :')
So Malaysia won the first leg, 3 goals with no reply. I shouted crazily when our players get the first goal " Ohh, we have one goal now. I am so proud of you, players "
And then another one came. I shouted again along with my brother and sister, like no other's bussiness.
I said, " Wow, we're looking good eh. Instead of being eaten that day now we scored two. Yeay. Happy already " Bersyukur. Hehe :')
But the players still does not satiesfied with two, they want more !!
And yes, another goal came in !
Speechless. " Ni Malaysia ke ni ? Malaysia ke ? It's Malaysia guys, 100% Made in Malaysia " lol
:')
And they almost get the fourth one. It should be penalty. No ? :(
Everytime i saw Khairul Fahmi on tv, i jokingly said, " Eh, they got Gonzales, and we have a Japanese goalkeeper. Haha " He really looks like a Japanese kan ? He is Kelantanese by the way :')
And tomorrow, they will play the second leg in GBK, and hopefully everything running well and smoothly for Malaysia and we can walk out from Senayan as a new champion. Even we have a slightly advantage, but the palyers really need to prepare mentally and physically, it is not an easy tasks. It requires patience and lot of focussed. They might be as well expecting to get any various formation of lasers, being 'Boo-ed' after singing Negaraku, to make it short, everything that our players going to do tomorrow will be seen as wrong. We need to understand, the game played is getting more than just a usual football. Malaysia - Indonesia sentiments will never get to an end. Even in the sports. Hehe :')
Wishing all the best to our young guns, and take care :')
Tuesday 28 December 2010
Sunday 26 December 2010
Post 38: Get to Know Myself Better
Below are indeed the closest answers to myself over hundreds (exaggerate) of personality tests i have ever took. Enjoy !!
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Wednesday 22 December 2010
Post 37: The Greatest Dad in The World
is my dad ! (just like your's one) Haha ;p
A month before, i bought Kinohimitsu Detox Foot Patch that costs me around RM50.00 for only six patches. I have extra money at that time so i won't mind spending some for something that i never tought before. Hee.
My dad always do spot-checking in my room and he will check for whatever goods i bought in terms of prices, qualities, colors ( i love striking colors and he doesn't seems impressed ! Haha) He will compare everything ! I mean EVERYTHING !! My dad is great .. i never need brochures, fliers, catalogues or what so ever in my life, in fact i never used one ! :')
Back to the foot patches thingy, he said he can get the same items with the lower price for me. So today, he brought me two boxes of Foot Patches which contains ten patches in a single box. Nice. But, he only handed me one box and apparently another one is for his good himself. Hehe. So funny. He told me why should i wasting my money to buy what so called Detox Foot Patches etc etc and out of sudden he bought himself one. I tought he bought me the two of them ? No. Hehe :')
I love my dad.
I love mom too :')
A month before, i bought Kinohimitsu Detox Foot Patch that costs me around RM50.00 for only six patches. I have extra money at that time so i won't mind spending some for something that i never tought before. Hee.
My dad always do spot-checking in my room and he will check for whatever goods i bought in terms of prices, qualities, colors ( i love striking colors and he doesn't seems impressed ! Haha) He will compare everything ! I mean EVERYTHING !! My dad is great .. i never need brochures, fliers, catalogues or what so ever in my life, in fact i never used one ! :')
Back to the foot patches thingy, he said he can get the same items with the lower price for me. So today, he brought me two boxes of Foot Patches which contains ten patches in a single box. Nice. But, he only handed me one box and apparently another one is for his good himself. Hehe. So funny. He told me why should i wasting my money to buy what so called Detox Foot Patches etc etc and out of sudden he bought himself one. I tought he bought me the two of them ? No. Hehe :')
I love my dad.
I love mom too :')
Tuesday 21 December 2010
Post 36: I Feel Sorry
that i am super duper busy hence i can't reply anyone's calls or messages. It is somewhat miracle if i got time to update this blog during weekdays, i mean on working days.
I usually reached office at 8.30 AM, doing any requests which ever need my actions. I seldomly go out for breakfast because my time is so occupied there. I don't have so much time to open any jobs unrelated links. I used Communicator in the office. Whenever i saw the boxes blinked, i will click on it, read it in a split of seconds, and if happens another boxes blinking, i will also click on it to see the messages, read it and take actions if it is on jobs related issues, so i will work on the tasks given until few minutes or happened to be few hours after that only i read the message given by the first person. I seldomly neglecting anyone. I hate being neglected, thus i seldom neglecting people :'(
My working hour is from 8.30 to 5.30 but i can't count for how many times i got chances to go back on time. Once ? Or is it twice ? Ke belum pernah balik sharp pukul lima setengah ni T__T
I always going back at 7.00PM .. 6.30PM can be counted as the earliest ! If i went back at 6.00PM ?? Surprise !! Hoho ;p
Last week, one of my friends asked me why she hardly seen me on Facebook nowadays ..
I answered her with ' i am too tired to sit in front of my laptop and go online, i rather sleep ' Hehe
Hey, that is the fact actually ! I slept at 9.30PM almost everyday ! The latest is 10.00PM
Lucky me, she understood. Thank you :')
I can't imagine if i have a boyfriend, what will be happened if i can't reply his messages or can't pick up his calls ? Should i expecting lots of arguments between us ? Hee Hee .. Luckily i don't have one at the time being ;p
Good Night every one ! Sleep well =D
I usually reached office at 8.30 AM, doing any requests which ever need my actions. I seldomly go out for breakfast because my time is so occupied there. I don't have so much time to open any jobs unrelated links. I used Communicator in the office. Whenever i saw the boxes blinked, i will click on it, read it in a split of seconds, and if happens another boxes blinking, i will also click on it to see the messages, read it and take actions if it is on jobs related issues, so i will work on the tasks given until few minutes or happened to be few hours after that only i read the message given by the first person. I seldomly neglecting anyone. I hate being neglected, thus i seldom neglecting people :'(
My working hour is from 8.30 to 5.30 but i can't count for how many times i got chances to go back on time. Once ? Or is it twice ? Ke belum pernah balik sharp pukul lima setengah ni T__T
I always going back at 7.00PM .. 6.30PM can be counted as the earliest ! If i went back at 6.00PM ?? Surprise !! Hoho ;p
Last week, one of my friends asked me why she hardly seen me on Facebook nowadays ..
I answered her with ' i am too tired to sit in front of my laptop and go online, i rather sleep ' Hehe
Hey, that is the fact actually ! I slept at 9.30PM almost everyday ! The latest is 10.00PM
Lucky me, she understood. Thank you :')
I can't imagine if i have a boyfriend, what will be happened if i can't reply his messages or can't pick up his calls ? Should i expecting lots of arguments between us ? Hee Hee .. Luckily i don't have one at the time being ;p
Good Night every one ! Sleep well =D
Wednesday 15 December 2010
Post 34: I will ..
update this blog if i do have some leisure time, okay ?
On Friday's night, if time and Allah permits, of course you will find some updates here. For now, i just so busy. I even want to eat and sleep at the same time. Haha
Take care everyone and have a nice weekdays !
:)
On Friday's night, if time and Allah permits, of course you will find some updates here. For now, i just so busy. I even want to eat and sleep at the same time. Haha
Take care everyone and have a nice weekdays !
:)
Saturday 27 November 2010
Post 33 : Broga Hill.
Monday 22 November 2010
Post 32 : So I in Need to Start My Diet Programme and Workout Regimes All Over Again
Because i have put on weight and i feel heavy. Sigh. Long sigh.
Why can't i just eat anything i like without worrying about i might not be able to fit myself in jeans ? I mean, ohh come on i love foods. Who doesn't ? Anyone ??? Ehem ..
Why can't i just eating whatever i like without taking care so much on the calories ? .. ohh
Why sizes matter the most ??? Why do we have clothes to be designed in SS, S, M, L, XL ?? Why can't we have all in free sizes ??
Foods are all yummy and delicious and it is hard to resist it's temptations. Can someone understand ?
Ohh no, why am i so serious ? I might be so tired with so much workload.
Hurm. Please stay healthy and keep yourself fits !
And please do get enough sleep !!
Later. Daa ~
Why can't i just eat anything i like without worrying about i might not be able to fit myself in jeans ? I mean, ohh come on i love foods. Who doesn't ? Anyone ??? Ehem ..
Why can't i just eating whatever i like without taking care so much on the calories ? .. ohh
Why sizes matter the most ??? Why do we have clothes to be designed in SS, S, M, L, XL ?? Why can't we have all in free sizes ??
Foods are all yummy and delicious and it is hard to resist it's temptations. Can someone understand ?
Ohh no, why am i so serious ? I might be so tired with so much workload.
Hurm. Please stay healthy and keep yourself fits !
And please do get enough sleep !!
Later. Daa ~
Sunday 14 November 2010
Post 31: All in a Single Post.
I have abandoned this blog for so long, the facts that i always busy with my work, caming back late after my working days, going to the office every day and went back home only for sleep made me left this blog unwritten.
Last week i got chances to do a reboot for five servers. Before doing any reboots, each engineers need to apply for Emergency ID that provided by support only for few hours, in my case, duration of each ID was within eight hours. After that allocated hours, you can't ever used the Emer ID again. One thing, every reboots have it's own SLA, some is within two hours, some is three according to the number of server(s). You just follow the reboot procedure, but cannot be quaranteed that every single reboots will be succeed without failed. If ever fails, you need to spend more time in resolving the issues arise together with support. Ahh. I don't know why, i seem do not interested on doing this kind of things.
Ohh, don't be shocked if i say that i have already issue the resignation letter last two weeks. I am in the state of completing my another eight working days here and i am done.
I got two jobs offer, i have already rejecting one and signed with the other. Where am i going ? Let it be a secret shall we ? Insya-Allah, i will posted it out during my first day there.
Erm .. anything that i missed ?
Ohh ya, i bought the most perfect evening clutch (according to me..ehem) only for RM49.00 !! YahoooOOoo .. i love it and can't wait to wear it. The best thing is it can be either clutch, carry bag or sling bag .. ohhh can i called it as Multipurpose bag ?? Haha
I am in the mood of collecting sling bags and i want more. I planned to pay a visit to 'that' shop again !! I want all of them, at least one in red, electric blue, white and dark green. Do i ever tell u i loved bright colors ?? Hee ^__^
Okay, sleep well dearies, till then. Daa
:)
Last week i got chances to do a reboot for five servers. Before doing any reboots, each engineers need to apply for Emergency ID that provided by support only for few hours, in my case, duration of each ID was within eight hours. After that allocated hours, you can't ever used the Emer ID again. One thing, every reboots have it's own SLA, some is within two hours, some is three according to the number of server(s). You just follow the reboot procedure, but cannot be quaranteed that every single reboots will be succeed without failed. If ever fails, you need to spend more time in resolving the issues arise together with support. Ahh. I don't know why, i seem do not interested on doing this kind of things.
Ohh, don't be shocked if i say that i have already issue the resignation letter last two weeks. I am in the state of completing my another eight working days here and i am done.
I got two jobs offer, i have already rejecting one and signed with the other. Where am i going ? Let it be a secret shall we ? Insya-Allah, i will posted it out during my first day there.
Erm .. anything that i missed ?
Ohh ya, i bought the most perfect evening clutch (according to me..ehem) only for RM49.00 !! YahoooOOoo .. i love it and can't wait to wear it. The best thing is it can be either clutch, carry bag or sling bag .. ohhh can i called it as Multipurpose bag ?? Haha
I am in the mood of collecting sling bags and i want more. I planned to pay a visit to 'that' shop again !! I want all of them, at least one in red, electric blue, white and dark green. Do i ever tell u i loved bright colors ?? Hee ^__^
Okay, sleep well dearies, till then. Daa
:)
Monday 25 October 2010
Post 29 : Mumbling.
It is now almost 2:00 in the morning and i still haven't gone to bed yet. I'll be on leave tomorrow so i don't mind staying up late.
Today, no i mean yesterday's evening i got a call for interview in HP Global Centre which i still waiting for the confirmation email from their recruiters and if any, that would be my third freaking time being interviewed in the same company =.=
And on the same day, i will have another interview which will take place in KL and this time will be for RHB.
And currently i am still waiting for invitation interview from this one company in Shah Alam for piping inspection. I am so rooting for this position anyway, dealings with project, proposal and risk management. Sounds interesting right ? Should be on the site most of the time. Yahoo ! (feeling as if i have secured the job already. Never mind, keep on dreaming for something that you're looking for. You will never be at fault !)
Frankly speaking, i am so tired of being interviewed. But i need a stable career in an established company with an opportunities of career growth and enhancement. That is what i am looking for but yet to be found. I always try my best to get one. Insya-Allah. Ameen.
I just realized i was so busy after starting my shift rotation. I always felt sleepy even on my off days. I rarely online my Facebook for more than five minutes. The workload is overloaded, just like volcano that are ready for eruption. Ahhh i should not talking about this. I can sense uneasiness every time i touched about this lame issues. Just forget about it.
Ohh anyway, i bought two housings/casings for my 5800XM, one in Electric Blue and another is the mixture of purplish and pinkish. I have tried both casings. The blue one is for back cover and The Purplish for full cover in rubber. I first tried the Purplish, i don't like the color but i love the way it covers my phone. The only thing is, i have a problem to pull off the casing. It is so hard to separate the phone from it's cover because it's in rubber you remember ? and it's for full-body cover. Haih T__T
Later i tried another one in Blue. Don't have any problem to sucked in the phone caused it is only for back cover. Just inserting the phone into it and you are done.
I looked at my phone and i felt satisfied. It looks energetic as if it can transfer an energy to me. I am all excited UNTIL ...
I found out that, what should i only cover the back of my phone ??? I mean what is the purposes by only covering the back part of your phone and left the front part especially the screen opened, without any protection. Why ??? Do somebodies have any answers for my questions ??? Please help me in finding answers. It is so not practical. I should cover the front part the most especially i am using the touch phone. Then why should i buy something that only covers the back ?? Ohhh forgive me. I am such a nerd. But who designed those back covered things ??? T____T
Daa !!
Today, no i mean yesterday's evening i got a call for interview in HP Global Centre which i still waiting for the confirmation email from their recruiters and if any, that would be my third freaking time being interviewed in the same company =.=
And on the same day, i will have another interview which will take place in KL and this time will be for RHB.
And currently i am still waiting for invitation interview from this one company in Shah Alam for piping inspection. I am so rooting for this position anyway, dealings with project, proposal and risk management. Sounds interesting right ? Should be on the site most of the time. Yahoo ! (feeling as if i have secured the job already. Never mind, keep on dreaming for something that you're looking for. You will never be at fault !)
Frankly speaking, i am so tired of being interviewed. But i need a stable career in an established company with an opportunities of career growth and enhancement. That is what i am looking for but yet to be found. I always try my best to get one. Insya-Allah. Ameen.
I just realized i was so busy after starting my shift rotation. I always felt sleepy even on my off days. I rarely online my Facebook for more than five minutes. The workload is overloaded, just like volcano that are ready for eruption. Ahhh i should not talking about this. I can sense uneasiness every time i touched about this lame issues. Just forget about it.
Ohh anyway, i bought two housings/casings for my 5800XM, one in Electric Blue and another is the mixture of purplish and pinkish. I have tried both casings. The blue one is for back cover and The Purplish for full cover in rubber. I first tried the Purplish, i don't like the color but i love the way it covers my phone. The only thing is, i have a problem to pull off the casing. It is so hard to separate the phone from it's cover because it's in rubber you remember ? and it's for full-body cover. Haih T__T
Later i tried another one in Blue. Don't have any problem to sucked in the phone caused it is only for back cover. Just inserting the phone into it and you are done.
I looked at my phone and i felt satisfied. It looks energetic as if it can transfer an energy to me. I am all excited UNTIL ...
I found out that, what should i only cover the back of my phone ??? I mean what is the purposes by only covering the back part of your phone and left the front part especially the screen opened, without any protection. Why ??? Do somebodies have any answers for my questions ??? Please help me in finding answers. It is so not practical. I should cover the front part the most especially i am using the touch phone. Then why should i buy something that only covers the back ?? Ohhh forgive me. I am such a nerd. But who designed those back covered things ??? T____T
Daa !!
Monday 11 October 2010
Post 28: Completed The First Three Days on Night Shift.
I have had completed my night shift working days for last week today. Three days being on night shift started from Friday's night and ended on Monday's morning. One word i would love to express it in here, CHALLENGING ! Really, that was the very first time i working at night and to make it worst, i can't sleep during the day before. I can't keep my eyes closed thus ended up i felt so sleepy during the night. I almost fall asleep on my desk. Haha.
It was totally different when you are supporting banking industries. All of the transaction is usually made throughout the days while any other activities like running backups, doing maintenance, rebooting servers etc can only be done at night due to unactive and less number of transactions we have. And yes, we have the tones of workload to be done at night plus need to assisting supports in doing batch jobs. The phones were always ringing that i once got an intention to unplugged the phone's cable so that it can make no sounds and stop working! Hahaha. How i wish. LOL.
The environment is hectic, their people are nice, the pantry and resting area are great, the Surau is Okay, the washroom is good, they served fruits in the evening sometimes which is Cool ! All is good in there. I wish i can learn alot from them. But still, i always looking for more opportunities to come to make it better.
PLUS ..
I planned to further my studies in Engineering Management soon !
Nitey !~
It was totally different when you are supporting banking industries. All of the transaction is usually made throughout the days while any other activities like running backups, doing maintenance, rebooting servers etc can only be done at night due to unactive and less number of transactions we have. And yes, we have the tones of workload to be done at night plus need to assisting supports in doing batch jobs. The phones were always ringing that i once got an intention to unplugged the phone's cable so that it can make no sounds and stop working! Hahaha. How i wish. LOL.
The environment is hectic, their people are nice, the pantry and resting area are great, the Surau is Okay, the washroom is good, they served fruits in the evening sometimes which is Cool ! All is good in there. I wish i can learn alot from them. But still, i always looking for more opportunities to come to make it better.
PLUS ..
I planned to further my studies in Engineering Management soon !
Nitey !~
Thursday 7 October 2010
Post 27: How It Feels Working at Night.
Yes, how it feels working at night ? Not that you are working until midnight but you are only starts to work after 9.00 PM. Ohhh .. How i suppose to work when the night is a usual time for me and you to get our resting time, having dinner with the family, watching the favorite tv shows together, off to bed latest by 1.00 in the morning and now i need to work for freaking twelve hours until the next morning. I feel worry and uneasy till i don't have an idea to express my feelings. I regret it that i never listened to myself.
:(
p/s: I'm praying hard i got selected for the post that i went for the interview two days before. Ameen.
:(
p/s: I'm praying hard i got selected for the post that i went for the interview two days before. Ameen.
Post 26: New Addiction. Into Beige. And Sometimes Tomorrow Has to Start Today!
I bought this new pairs last week when i went back to Johor for some matters. It's from Summit, Plaza Angsana. My very first pairs in Beige. Exciting ! :)
And i am currently reading this book. The Book of Tomorrow by Cecelia Ahern.
And i am currently reading this book. The Book of Tomorrow by Cecelia Ahern.
Saturday 25 September 2010
Post 25: I Set My Goals and Someone Destroyed.
I felt dizzy every time i'm thinking about work, and work, and work. I accepting 'their offer' because of something, something that i really want to learn but later i knew i will do something different. Ohhh, what the world is this ??
I got my first paid, and i spent it for something unnecessary. I bought myself a hard cover Note Book, face mists from Etude and Avene, as well as the accessories for my phone in heel-shape. Ahh not bad eh, it doesn't sound that bad. How bad about buying a Note Book and face mists, except for the phone accessories ?? Hehehe ;p
Hey, you know what, i only realized that i got a Buffered Earning from Nuffnang, but the campaign has been over. It's already became a Metered Earning. Hehe. Hey Nuffnang, how about give me another BE next time, okay ? Cool !
I felt sleepy, off to bed.
Nitey world !!
I got my first paid, and i spent it for something unnecessary. I bought myself a hard cover Note Book, face mists from Etude and Avene, as well as the accessories for my phone in heel-shape. Ahh not bad eh, it doesn't sound that bad. How bad about buying a Note Book and face mists, except for the phone accessories ?? Hehehe ;p
Hey, you know what, i only realized that i got a Buffered Earning from Nuffnang, but the campaign has been over. It's already became a Metered Earning. Hehe. Hey Nuffnang, how about give me another BE next time, okay ? Cool !
I felt sleepy, off to bed.
Nitey world !!
Wednesday 15 September 2010
Post 24: I am Working. Again.
I left my previous company on 6th of September 2010. I actively looking for a new job a few weeks before my days ended there. To make it difficult, most of company are slow in processing new job application requests, due to its almost near to Hari Raya celebrations, so i guess they are all in holidays mood. Hehe.
Still i got around five interview invitation requests. I decided to drop two of them and right now i already got hired with this one IT services company, in Cyberjaya and yesterday was my first day. Although i know that my new job will keep me busier than ever, surprisingly i feel enjoyed and did not feeling so tense with the environment, it was a different feelings with the previous company on my first day joined them.
So, i'll still be working on shift plus it's a rotation shift that requires me to work either on day-light or night. No need to think further or else i will have a mixed feelings about that. Huhu. Just let it be a new experience for me and i guess i want to be serious on this field and don't look back.
Ohh ya, i haven't wish u guys a very Happy Hari Raya. How was yours ? Mine was okay and great. Again, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all and Maaf Zahir dan Batin :))
Daa !
Still i got around five interview invitation requests. I decided to drop two of them and right now i already got hired with this one IT services company, in Cyberjaya and yesterday was my first day. Although i know that my new job will keep me busier than ever, surprisingly i feel enjoyed and did not feeling so tense with the environment, it was a different feelings with the previous company on my first day joined them.
So, i'll still be working on shift plus it's a rotation shift that requires me to work either on day-light or night. No need to think further or else i will have a mixed feelings about that. Huhu. Just let it be a new experience for me and i guess i want to be serious on this field and don't look back.
Ohh ya, i haven't wish u guys a very Happy Hari Raya. How was yours ? Mine was okay and great. Again, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all and Maaf Zahir dan Batin :))
Daa !
Sunday 22 August 2010
Post 23: I am Here. And still Alive.
Hi.
It has been an ages since my last post. So many things came up in my life lately especially something regarding office matters.
I don't need to wait a wee bit longer until the last day of my bonding. September will be the very last month i would be in the office. Everything is changed in just a split of second, the things that i prefer not to enclose it here, sorry. And for the very first time since started working, i felt bad feelings about leaving the company, the moment that i actually has been waiting for, for the past few months. Now i felt different. Now i feel that i actually love the company, and i love all my colleagues even more.
And for the time being, i have already went to the two companies for the interview. I got another three next week. But i have decided to dropped two of it, thus left me with one.
Honestly, i am in the state of confusions. Do i really need to get back to the engineering field ? Or do i need to stay in the IT field and continue with what have i done so far, i mean mainframe and the stuff ? I feel uneasy. But the most disappointing part is the fact that i will leave the company just four days before we Muslims celebrating Hari Raya. And to make it worst, i got this news just a day before we celebrating The Holy month in Islam, Ramadhan.
I accepted all of these things with an open heart and mind. As i know, in the end of this, i will get something that might be better than what i had previously. He always be fair to His little creature. And with what had happened, it just made me things a bit about what have i done so far, i might be sometimes forgot about Him thus He made all of these as the reminder for me to not forgetting Him later. He loves me. Alhamdulillah :)
So now i am actively looking for another job. And this time around, i will make myself decide what is the best for me. I want to treasure every single seconds in my life. I want to make it valuable and i want to make sure that i became more better person ahead.
All the things that came up in my life out of sudden i would conclude it as blessings in disguise :)
It has been an ages since my last post. So many things came up in my life lately especially something regarding office matters.
I don't need to wait a wee bit longer until the last day of my bonding. September will be the very last month i would be in the office. Everything is changed in just a split of second, the things that i prefer not to enclose it here, sorry. And for the very first time since started working, i felt bad feelings about leaving the company, the moment that i actually has been waiting for, for the past few months. Now i felt different. Now i feel that i actually love the company, and i love all my colleagues even more.
And for the time being, i have already went to the two companies for the interview. I got another three next week. But i have decided to dropped two of it, thus left me with one.
Honestly, i am in the state of confusions. Do i really need to get back to the engineering field ? Or do i need to stay in the IT field and continue with what have i done so far, i mean mainframe and the stuff ? I feel uneasy. But the most disappointing part is the fact that i will leave the company just four days before we Muslims celebrating Hari Raya. And to make it worst, i got this news just a day before we celebrating The Holy month in Islam, Ramadhan.
I accepted all of these things with an open heart and mind. As i know, in the end of this, i will get something that might be better than what i had previously. He always be fair to His little creature. And with what had happened, it just made me things a bit about what have i done so far, i might be sometimes forgot about Him thus He made all of these as the reminder for me to not forgetting Him later. He loves me. Alhamdulillah :)
So now i am actively looking for another job. And this time around, i will make myself decide what is the best for me. I want to treasure every single seconds in my life. I want to make it valuable and i want to make sure that i became more better person ahead.
All the things that came up in my life out of sudden i would conclude it as blessings in disguise :)
Friday 23 July 2010
Post 22: Life is Wonderful.
It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying
It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction
La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la
It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other
And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished
Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is so full of
Ah la la la la la la life is so rough
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is our love
Ah la la la la la
It takes some silence to make sound
It takes a loss before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ha la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la life is meaningful
Ha la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la life it is...so... wonderful
It is so meaningful
It is so wonderful
It is meaningful
It is wonderful
It is meaningful
It goes full circle
Wonderful
Meaningful
Full circle
Wonderful
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying
It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction
La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la
It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other
And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished
Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is so full of
Ah la la la la la la life is so rough
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is our love
Ah la la la la la
It takes some silence to make sound
It takes a loss before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ha la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la life is meaningful
Ha la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la life it is...so... wonderful
It is so meaningful
It is so wonderful
It is meaningful
It is wonderful
It is meaningful
It goes full circle
Wonderful
Meaningful
Full circle
Wonderful
Monday 19 July 2010
Post 21: My New Hobby.
is Skipping. Hehe.
Why i choose this kind of hobby ? Cause it will definitely help me burnt more calories ! This is indeed the one of the best cardio activities that i can try, you also can ;)
Unlike walking, which incidentally is another great calorie-burning exercise, jumping rope is not considered a low-impact activity, but it nicely complements walking.
Whether you need to lose some weight or just want to maintain or even improve your fitness level, try this exercise routine: walk at your top speed for 5 minutes, then jump rope for 1 minute, keep switching between walking and jumping rope for a total of 30 minutes.
Fifteen minutes of jumping rope burns about 200 calories, with some variation depending on how fast you go and how much you weigh. And despite concerns that jumping rope is hard on the joints, it's easier on the knees and hips than running, since you land on the balls of your feet so the calves and shins absorb and control the impact.
Now, it's the time to lose WEIGHT !
POST 20: Gladiator Sandal Bead High Heel.
I love platform heels ! This pair looks great, right ?
A pair will cost me RM 46.00 only .. much more cheaper than buying offline in stores ;p
Post 19: Multi Pocket Big Bag.
I want it in all colors. Haih.
RM 28.00 each .. But i never bought online before. Should i try this time ? Every things in our life has their ' FIRST TIME ' anyway if you got what i mean. Haha.
RM 28.00 each .. But i never bought online before. Should i try this time ? Every things in our life has their ' FIRST TIME ' anyway if you got what i mean. Haha.
Sunday 11 July 2010
Post 18: What is so exciting watching 22 players on field chasing after ball ?
But still i don't want to missed the excitement ! Can't wait to see final match in just a few hours. I go for Holland ! Aum Aum Aum * eh suddenly the sounds of Tiger came out .. Ngee *
Post 17: Shoes !!
This is indeed to become one of my favorite post ! I will posted off any kind of shoes that i would love to have :')
I found this pair in Le Clothes .. but it is only available in Vincci size 6/6.5 .. My feet fits Vincci size 5 .. Heh T__T
* I WOULD UPDATE MORE SOON !!! *
I found this pair in Le Clothes .. but it is only available in Vincci size 6/6.5 .. My feet fits Vincci size 5 .. Heh T__T
* I WOULD UPDATE MORE SOON !!! *
Saturday 10 July 2010
Post 16: Background Changed
I know Blogger has came out with new design templates recently. I have changed my layout since the last 3 weeks if i can recall correctly. And today cause i am feeling so sleepy by staying up so late for last night watching game between Germany and Uruguay, i feel a little bit dizzy by looking at the white-colored-text in my blog posts so i decided to change it all..from background to text colored or even my blog title. Hurrah ! :')
I picked an Abstract background because it is colorful yet simple. Ohh i feel energize by looking on it. Don't you feel so ? Ohh i'm craving for Cheese Cake. I am not a big fan of cakes but out of sudden i want to eat them !
Okay okay, that's all.
I want to read all new threads from Mystery and Paranormal and also from Historical Board.
Daa !
I picked an Abstract background because it is colorful yet simple. Ohh i feel energize by looking on it. Don't you feel so ? Ohh i'm craving for Cheese Cake. I am not a big fan of cakes but out of sudden i want to eat them !
Okay okay, that's all.
I want to read all new threads from Mystery and Paranormal and also from Historical Board.
Daa !
Post 15: Boring Saturday !
Blurgh. My Saturday is so damn boring. How about yours ? I don't know what else to do other than online. Haha. Don't have a life eh ? Gahhh T.T
I want to go to Alamanda but trust me i would ended up spending so much money on foods rather than anything else. Gotcha ! Haha. Do i underpressure or what ? When i caught stressing on something, i usually ate alot. I mean ALOT ! I would spent my money or should i say half of my salaries SOLELY on foods. BUT i hate eating alone, so i would asked some of my friends to accompany me. And when you are asking someone to accompany you, don't you think you need to treat them ? There goes my money. Haha. But i won't mentioned easily because i'm the one who asking them out. When i have a problems, i tend to buy foods but i would not eat them ! I love to see someone else eating. But when i underpressure, i would force myself to eat whatever i can. Now, do you understand me ? Haha. Let me summarize here:
When i have problems, not all of them would getting me underpressure.
1. As long as i can compensated i would just simply go buy some foods BUT would not eating them ! I have no problem if somebody else eating them all. It would be my pleasure.
2. BUT if have got myself into something that i can't hardly tolerate but STILL TRY TO .. this is the time when i would go crazy on foods. I would eat anything that being served before me. Haha. LOL
3. The last one and this is the worse part on me. If i got myself into something that i COULD NOT tolerate anymore, i would cry ! I WOULD CRY WHEN HAVING SHOWER !! I am a cry baby. Hahaha LOL .. NO ! But YES, i would cry. But one minute later i would smiles. An hour later i would cry back. Haha.
People said the person who was born on December is A FREAK. I am not a freak baby, I AM UNIQUE. The only me !
Back in my school and Uni life, my friends always asked me, Don't you have any kind of problems ? Why you are so happy and most of the time i can see you smiles and laughing.
Now the question is .. Don't i have one ? YES I DO ! I have alot just like any other human-being would have. It's NORMAL to have a problems. We live a life don't we ? That is why we have and always have a problems.
I always look at them as a challenge rather than obstacles. If you know me in person, you would know that i am very clumsy type of person. I hate worrying myself so much into something. It would just make me become clumsier than ever. I am quiet and at the same time i am clumsy. What do you want to see if i caught into something ? You better don't. I won't. That is why i always smile. I even smile when seeing strangers. I don't care. Smiling could make us look younger and would attract more positive reactions towards us. So i smile and i love to see somebody else smiling back at me caused it would make me feel relieved ;')
Okay what is this ? Haha. I just realized that the post title is Boring Saturday. So what with these stories are all about ? Haha.
Ohh before that .. THEY SAID THE PERSON WHO WAS BORN ON DECEMBER IS EASILY GETTING BORED !
This time i have no choice man, would have to AGREE with that statement ! Hik3 ;p
Ohh anyway PAUL THE CUTEST OCTOPUS has had predicted that SPAIN would become THE WORLD CUP 2010 WINNER ! Ahhh I HATE YOU ! Buat sotong goreng tepung kang baru tau. Cehhh. Not this time around la Paul okay, ORANJE ALL THE WAY !!!
Haha. Have a nice weekend.
Daa !
I want to go to Alamanda but trust me i would ended up spending so much money on foods rather than anything else. Gotcha ! Haha. Do i underpressure or what ? When i caught stressing on something, i usually ate alot. I mean ALOT ! I would spent my money or should i say half of my salaries SOLELY on foods. BUT i hate eating alone, so i would asked some of my friends to accompany me. And when you are asking someone to accompany you, don't you think you need to treat them ? There goes my money. Haha. But i won't mentioned easily because i'm the one who asking them out. When i have a problems, i tend to buy foods but i would not eat them ! I love to see someone else eating. But when i underpressure, i would force myself to eat whatever i can. Now, do you understand me ? Haha. Let me summarize here:
When i have problems, not all of them would getting me underpressure.
1. As long as i can compensated i would just simply go buy some foods BUT would not eating them ! I have no problem if somebody else eating them all. It would be my pleasure.
2. BUT if have got myself into something that i can't hardly tolerate but STILL TRY TO .. this is the time when i would go crazy on foods. I would eat anything that being served before me. Haha. LOL
3. The last one and this is the worse part on me. If i got myself into something that i COULD NOT tolerate anymore, i would cry ! I WOULD CRY WHEN HAVING SHOWER !! I am a cry baby. Hahaha LOL .. NO ! But YES, i would cry. But one minute later i would smiles. An hour later i would cry back. Haha.
People said the person who was born on December is A FREAK. I am not a freak baby, I AM UNIQUE. The only me !
Back in my school and Uni life, my friends always asked me, Don't you have any kind of problems ? Why you are so happy and most of the time i can see you smiles and laughing.
Now the question is .. Don't i have one ? YES I DO ! I have alot just like any other human-being would have. It's NORMAL to have a problems. We live a life don't we ? That is why we have and always have a problems.
I always look at them as a challenge rather than obstacles. If you know me in person, you would know that i am very clumsy type of person. I hate worrying myself so much into something. It would just make me become clumsier than ever. I am quiet and at the same time i am clumsy. What do you want to see if i caught into something ? You better don't. I won't. That is why i always smile. I even smile when seeing strangers. I don't care. Smiling could make us look younger and would attract more positive reactions towards us. So i smile and i love to see somebody else smiling back at me caused it would make me feel relieved ;')
Okay what is this ? Haha. I just realized that the post title is Boring Saturday. So what with these stories are all about ? Haha.
Ohh before that .. THEY SAID THE PERSON WHO WAS BORN ON DECEMBER IS EASILY GETTING BORED !
This time i have no choice man, would have to AGREE with that statement ! Hik3 ;p
Ohh anyway PAUL THE CUTEST OCTOPUS has had predicted that SPAIN would become THE WORLD CUP 2010 WINNER ! Ahhh I HATE YOU ! Buat sotong goreng tepung kang baru tau. Cehhh. Not this time around la Paul okay, ORANJE ALL THE WAY !!!
Haha. Have a nice weekend.
Daa !
Thursday 1 July 2010
Post 14: Time for Shopping !
I am not working today and when i woke up this morning i noticed that my little sis is there, in her room. Her school is used for an event by another school so she got leave for today. And since i have aiming to go for shoes shopping so i guess today is the right time to do that :')
After done with the household and when i am about to start the engine, i just realized that my driving license will be expired by tomorrow, so nah there we go to the post office at 3:30 PM to renew them.
I am so hungry at that time cause i only had the mushroom soup and Milo Mocca in the morning. Done with the license, we off to go to Alamanda and when i was about to withdraw my money, again, i just realized i have left the parking ticket inside my car. Good. Now, i need to get back to my car and looked for the ticket.
I got my ticket back so i decided to go to the food court since i was really hungry so do my sister was. We both ordered Hot Plate Noodles and nom nom nom it was Yummy ;')
Then we went to Nose. I'm looking for maybe i can say it is like Gladiator-look-alike shoes with platform. I found one in Nose but without platform. So i don't buy. So we go to Walk-In shoe store, there is a pair of shoes that i really want to have it but it will cost me about RM 99.90 .. it is quite expensive but that pair is extremely irresistible. I really want to have it. I am still thinking about it. Maybe i should buy it at the end of the month ? Haha ;p
So next we stopped by at Nichii store. I bought one blouse for office-wear but it looks casual too so i can pair it up with jeans. Hee. Interesting buying ! I asked my sister to choose anything that she want and she bought two pair of dresses.
She asked me where to buy Cardigan, so i told her to look for it in Bangi. So off we go, there she bought a pair of Black Cardi while me myself bought two pairs of them. Hehe.
There go my shopping spree. And i will be working tomorrow and this weekend. Hurm. I am kind of nervous to start handling new account. But anywhere you go, there should be a challenge right ? So i need to be positive on that. I can do it. We all can. We are what we wish for :')
Daa !
After done with the household and when i am about to start the engine, i just realized that my driving license will be expired by tomorrow, so nah there we go to the post office at 3:30 PM to renew them.
I am so hungry at that time cause i only had the mushroom soup and Milo Mocca in the morning. Done with the license, we off to go to Alamanda and when i was about to withdraw my money, again, i just realized i have left the parking ticket inside my car. Good. Now, i need to get back to my car and looked for the ticket.
I got my ticket back so i decided to go to the food court since i was really hungry so do my sister was. We both ordered Hot Plate Noodles and nom nom nom it was Yummy ;')
Then we went to Nose. I'm looking for maybe i can say it is like Gladiator-look-alike shoes with platform. I found one in Nose but without platform. So i don't buy. So we go to Walk-In shoe store, there is a pair of shoes that i really want to have it but it will cost me about RM 99.90 .. it is quite expensive but that pair is extremely irresistible. I really want to have it. I am still thinking about it. Maybe i should buy it at the end of the month ? Haha ;p
So next we stopped by at Nichii store. I bought one blouse for office-wear but it looks casual too so i can pair it up with jeans. Hee. Interesting buying ! I asked my sister to choose anything that she want and she bought two pair of dresses.
She asked me where to buy Cardigan, so i told her to look for it in Bangi. So off we go, there she bought a pair of Black Cardi while me myself bought two pairs of them. Hehe.
There go my shopping spree. And i will be working tomorrow and this weekend. Hurm. I am kind of nervous to start handling new account. But anywhere you go, there should be a challenge right ? So i need to be positive on that. I can do it. We all can. We are what we wish for :')
Daa !
Saturday 26 June 2010
Post 13: No Specific Tittle. Gahhhh.
Do you still remember when i need to work alone for last two weeks ? Ya, all were done good. Batch job was good, the system was good, people were also good to me, and the environment was surprisingly okay. So it was ended with surprisingly okay :') Alhamdulillah.
Everything that is created for us by The Almighty is for our own good. He knows us the best. I guess the chances i get to stand alone for the past two weeks has made me a better person. Alhamdulillah. I smile a lot. I even laughing while in the office, something that i have rarely done for the last six months since i joining the company. I make some friends also. I added them to my FB lists. Whenever i updating my status, some of them will commenting on it. I feel better like this. I feel blessed. Thank you Allah.
Well at the meantime, one of my cliques had left the company for his own good. I wish him Good Luck. He has been very nice to me and all. He teach me a lot. We has certainly lost someone who got so many potentials and strong knowledge on this field. What a waste. No more jokes after this because usually he will created one. He will always arguing with another friends, made all of us laughing. So, no more after this. Our team should be much quieter after this. Ohhh :'(
Anyway, i'm still thinking about resigning after my bonding has completed. I just planned. So i have like three plans. One, to get back to engineering field. Second, try to getting myself in for management. Third, i want to do a business. I want to have my own book shop. I'm thinking about joining PUNB programme on Program Siswazah Perantis. Ohh, how i wish :')
So that is all from me :')
Till then.
Daa.
Everything that is created for us by The Almighty is for our own good. He knows us the best. I guess the chances i get to stand alone for the past two weeks has made me a better person. Alhamdulillah. I smile a lot. I even laughing while in the office, something that i have rarely done for the last six months since i joining the company. I make some friends also. I added them to my FB lists. Whenever i updating my status, some of them will commenting on it. I feel better like this. I feel blessed. Thank you Allah.
Well at the meantime, one of my cliques had left the company for his own good. I wish him Good Luck. He has been very nice to me and all. He teach me a lot. We has certainly lost someone who got so many potentials and strong knowledge on this field. What a waste. No more jokes after this because usually he will created one. He will always arguing with another friends, made all of us laughing. So, no more after this. Our team should be much quieter after this. Ohhh :'(
Anyway, i'm still thinking about resigning after my bonding has completed. I just planned. So i have like three plans. One, to get back to engineering field. Second, try to getting myself in for management. Third, i want to do a business. I want to have my own book shop. I'm thinking about joining PUNB programme on Program Siswazah Perantis. Ohh, how i wish :')
So that is all from me :')
Till then.
Daa.
Sunday 13 June 2010
Post 12: A Very Long Week
This week should become one of the longest week i have ever had since my first day in the company. My partner would not be around for one week because of holiday. He is going to Pangkor Island anyway and left me doing all things regarding Scheduler. Hopefully, there is nothing serious will come out within this week, within his absence. I kind of worry, i am really worried.
Well, this is what i need to do at least for another six months. I have to learn and been able to perform my jobs well. I need to see things positively and stop complaining !!
I wish i can be a little bit happy in the office.
How i wish. Hurm.
Well, this is what i need to do at least for another six months. I have to learn and been able to perform my jobs well. I need to see things positively and stop complaining !!
I wish i can be a little bit happy in the office.
How i wish. Hurm.
Tuesday 8 June 2010
Post 11: Why Do People Lie ?
Anyone who doesn't take truth seriously in small matters cannot be trusted in large ones either.
So, my question is why do people still need to lying ? Can't you simply said the truth ? If not why ? I really can't understand this.
I'm trying to find the truth about motivations for lying and it says that people lie everyday. They learn how to lie early in life, and continue lying their entire lives. A person may lie to protect himself and in an attempt to control life.
BUT
Still, does someone really need to lie ? And does anyone else deserved whatever you're lying is ?
Wednesday 2 June 2010
Post 10: Yoga Class for Exercise System.
No no no i am not entering any proper yoga classes but i have bought something when i went out to Alamanda just now. I bought this one box consists of 35 flash cards, dvd and booklet from MPH.
At the entrance i saw this one book about grooming your cats or something. And then i saw another books on World War II with pictures and articles etc etc and they were selling it only for RM 29 .. it's worth buying ! They are also selling books for F1 and Football (it's time for World Cup btw meaning that it's time to makes money. Hehe)
My sister asked me to buy the book about cat's grooming. So i took the book and about to buy before i noticed this one green box about yoga. Since i have wonderfully gained some weights so i in need to reduce some. I noticed i have put on weight since i've been working in my current company. My job does not require me to go to the sites, no need to meet up with clients, i just need to sit in front of two monitors, monitoring and trouble-shooting client's account, and i literally working for 12 hours straight. Nice !!!
Instead of buying the book about cats, i bought myself something that can benefit me, something that can help me, at least, to reduce SOME weights. Perhaps. Haha. Ameen.
Can i lose like 10 kgs ???
;p
** I am 50 plus plus something right now BUT i am extremely short. Now i am HUGEEEEE **
Dang !!!
At the entrance i saw this one book about grooming your cats or something. And then i saw another books on World War II with pictures and articles etc etc and they were selling it only for RM 29 .. it's worth buying ! They are also selling books for F1 and Football (it's time for World Cup btw meaning that it's time to makes money. Hehe)
My sister asked me to buy the book about cat's grooming. So i took the book and about to buy before i noticed this one green box about yoga. Since i have wonderfully gained some weights so i in need to reduce some. I noticed i have put on weight since i've been working in my current company. My job does not require me to go to the sites, no need to meet up with clients, i just need to sit in front of two monitors, monitoring and trouble-shooting client's account, and i literally working for 12 hours straight. Nice !!!
Instead of buying the book about cats, i bought myself something that can benefit me, something that can help me, at least, to reduce SOME weights. Perhaps. Haha. Ameen.
Can i lose like 10 kgs ???
;p
** I am 50 plus plus something right now BUT i am extremely short. Now i am HUGEEEEE **
Dang !!!
Wednesday 26 May 2010
Post 9: Paid for May.
Hi All.
Today is 26th right ? I usually received my salaries on this date. Hehe. Have you get yours ?
Even though i kind of dislike the working environment of my department, i must be agreed that the pay itself is so so so good. I have been living and studying in an engineering field for the past five years and it is sad to say and admit that the basic pay for junior engineer or fresh graduate from engineering college is much more lower than the average pay of the so called 'unprofessional' position. Why it should be like that ? Hurm.
It has been so hard for me to do multi-tasking in monitoring and trouble-shooting for several accounts plus the un-welcoming and stressful working environment has never failed in getting into my nerves but whenever i'm thinking about the pay .. wahhh do i dare to give the resigned letter to my manager ? Haha. I definitely don't for the time being. At least i should stay in this company for a year in order for me to collect some extra knowledge from seniors and also to get a chance to manage a few IMPORTANT accounts which i can say, i definitely could demand for better paid if i have it in my resume. Hoh !
Eh btw, i have created a mini ticker that i put on the right side bar. Do i count-downing something ? Well, the answer is YES ! That is when i will break my bonding with my current company. Ohh i can't wait.
I felt like mentally tortured here. Do i ?
Haha.
Nitey.
Today is 26th right ? I usually received my salaries on this date. Hehe. Have you get yours ?
Even though i kind of dislike the working environment of my department, i must be agreed that the pay itself is so so so good. I have been living and studying in an engineering field for the past five years and it is sad to say and admit that the basic pay for junior engineer or fresh graduate from engineering college is much more lower than the average pay of the so called 'unprofessional' position. Why it should be like that ? Hurm.
It has been so hard for me to do multi-tasking in monitoring and trouble-shooting for several accounts plus the un-welcoming and stressful working environment has never failed in getting into my nerves but whenever i'm thinking about the pay .. wahhh do i dare to give the resigned letter to my manager ? Haha. I definitely don't for the time being. At least i should stay in this company for a year in order for me to collect some extra knowledge from seniors and also to get a chance to manage a few IMPORTANT accounts which i can say, i definitely could demand for better paid if i have it in my resume. Hoh !
Eh btw, i have created a mini ticker that i put on the right side bar. Do i count-downing something ? Well, the answer is YES ! That is when i will break my bonding with my current company. Ohh i can't wait.
I felt like mentally tortured here. Do i ?
Haha.
Nitey.
Tuesday 25 May 2010
Post 8: Losing Grips.
It has been tough on me for the past few weeks .. and up until now i do have so many things inside my mine. I can't even get rid of it.
I am loosing hope bit by bit.
Where is myself go actually ? I can't feel me. I can't afford to keep myself motivate. Where exactly am i going ??? Please come back !
I miss the old me so much.
Until when can i stand of all these ?
Please please please wake up and keep your head up ! PLEASE !
I am loosing hope bit by bit.
Where is myself go actually ? I can't feel me. I can't afford to keep myself motivate. Where exactly am i going ??? Please come back !
I miss the old me so much.
Until when can i stand of all these ?
Please please please wake up and keep your head up ! PLEASE !
Sunday 23 May 2010
Post 7: Luckily i have her.
My little sister !! ;)
I love her a lot. Ohh btw, she's only thirteen. She always getting on my nerves but i can count on her at least. She always help me to clear out the facial cotton that i've already used from the box to the bin. Hehe. Yet she still can't tidy and clean up the room by her own. Huhu. I am the one who managed the room, i'm the one who swept and mopped the floor. That's why i'm the eldest right ? Haha.
I've already plan to bring her for Sushi King but seems like this week we were so busy moving out things from our previous house. We need to return the key.
I told her that we will go for sushi-outing latest by this Friday. Insya-Allah.
She looks so happy thus she asked me to browse around the pictures of sushi at Sushi King. Hik3. Be patient okay. I'll definitely will bring you there darling ;)
Ohh btw, if you noticed there's some missing post in my blog. I have move out those posts to the draft. I guess it would be the best to put unnecessary things out from this blog.
Daa !!
I love her a lot. Ohh btw, she's only thirteen. She always getting on my nerves but i can count on her at least. She always help me to clear out the facial cotton that i've already used from the box to the bin. Hehe. Yet she still can't tidy and clean up the room by her own. Huhu. I am the one who managed the room, i'm the one who swept and mopped the floor. That's why i'm the eldest right ? Haha.
I've already plan to bring her for Sushi King but seems like this week we were so busy moving out things from our previous house. We need to return the key.
I told her that we will go for sushi-outing latest by this Friday. Insya-Allah.
She looks so happy thus she asked me to browse around the pictures of sushi at Sushi King. Hik3. Be patient okay. I'll definitely will bring you there darling ;)
Ohh btw, if you noticed there's some missing post in my blog. I have move out those posts to the draft. I guess it would be the best to put unnecessary things out from this blog.
Daa !!
Saturday 22 May 2010
Post 6: Adventurous Friday. Account locked out.
My client's account has been brought up early yesterday around 5.30 am system time or central time or to make it easy US time. So i thought i could finished my work early. Plus i have two days leave for Saturday and Sunday. I became so excited about it because my sister and i have already plan for having Sushi at Sushi King before something that i never thought of happened. Dang !
Anyway, here in my company or maybe also happens to other companies .. i need to change my password frequently. Not just one or two password by the way .. i'm having more than that !!
Currently i have two accounts under me. For the 'A' account i have two passwords. And for 'B' account i also have two passwords. Not just that. For my computer itself i need to remember another two passwords. For Dallas log-in, has another password. For Info*Bank i got one. For Outlook another password. For ticketing system another password. For chatting purposes (with clients of course) another one. And for another remaining four accounts, i have another four passwords to be remembered. Could you guys imagine ?
So yesterday i tried to use this one particular system called P-Synch. It is a good one actually because it will synchronize all your passwords so no need to worry if you messed up. When i first tried it on last month, i have successfully changed my password without failed. And since i received a lot of email reminding me to change passwords, i grab the time left to do that. At 7.48 PM (of course, Malaysia time)
When i have successfully changed my passwords , there has this one message appeared on my screen .. it said that i have failed to change my Dallas password because of it wasn't strength enough and it did not satisfied the complexity the security system needed.
I didn't take serious about it easy because when i tried to log-in to all accounts, i still able to logging-in until .. i realized my Outlook was offline when i writing my daily report. I thought the server or connection was down so i asked my colleague whether his Outlook is working fine. He said it is Okay. Now i started to panic. I knew something was not right. Something related to that so called P-Synch. Dang you.
Then i informed my TL, asking whether he can fixed it ? Or has at least any ideas for it ? He said i need to wait for another 20 minutes before the system being able to unlocked my account automatically. What ? It was 8.00 PM already .. time to go back :'(
So yes, i wait. Perhaps it will be okay at 8.30 PM. Now it's time. I tried to logging in but still failed. Helpless !! I tried to contact US Helpdesk. Yes, our Helpdesk is in US. Dang again ! The person who picked up the phone sounded like the voice from machine. Hehe. He asked for my name, ID, contact number, location. When i said i'm from KL. He was so blurred. Okay fine, i'm from Kuala Lumpur. Still he was sounded like he never knows where is Kuala Lumpur on this earth. Eh hello you're a helpdesk, at least you should know where are your company being based at. He asked me where is it ? Fine. Malaysia. Ohh Malaysia. OMG. But okay, i guess maybe he doesn't know anything or heard something about Kuala Lumpur but at least he knew Malaysia. How cool !!
Only then he asked me whether he can help me. Huhu. So i explained to him about my situatioan. And he only replied that i need to wait for another 30 minutes. What ??? Fine. So i wait. I have no ideas. I am about to call my manager i think. Uhuhu. I am afraid all my passwords were going to be revoked. But yes, i wait for another 30 minutes. I read Bismillah before trying to logging in for the second time and it was success so Yeayyy. Hahaha.
I resetting all my passwords using the suggestion password. I don't care even though it was too long. Do i care ? The most important thing is i could be able to logging in to my client's account etc etc.
At the end of the day i left the office at 10.00 PM. Nice !!
Who knows changing passwords could be so tensed !! Hahahahaha
No i am not kidding. LOL
Anyway, here in my company or maybe also happens to other companies .. i need to change my password frequently. Not just one or two password by the way .. i'm having more than that !!
Currently i have two accounts under me. For the 'A' account i have two passwords. And for 'B' account i also have two passwords. Not just that. For my computer itself i need to remember another two passwords. For Dallas log-in, has another password. For Info*Bank i got one. For Outlook another password. For ticketing system another password. For chatting purposes (with clients of course) another one. And for another remaining four accounts, i have another four passwords to be remembered. Could you guys imagine ?
So yesterday i tried to use this one particular system called P-Synch. It is a good one actually because it will synchronize all your passwords so no need to worry if you messed up. When i first tried it on last month, i have successfully changed my password without failed. And since i received a lot of email reminding me to change passwords, i grab the time left to do that. At 7.48 PM (of course, Malaysia time)
When i have successfully changed my passwords , there has this one message appeared on my screen .. it said that i have failed to change my Dallas password because of it wasn't strength enough and it did not satisfied the complexity the security system needed.
I didn't take serious about it easy because when i tried to log-in to all accounts, i still able to logging-in until .. i realized my Outlook was offline when i writing my daily report. I thought the server or connection was down so i asked my colleague whether his Outlook is working fine. He said it is Okay. Now i started to panic. I knew something was not right. Something related to that so called P-Synch. Dang you.
Then i informed my TL, asking whether he can fixed it ? Or has at least any ideas for it ? He said i need to wait for another 20 minutes before the system being able to unlocked my account automatically. What ? It was 8.00 PM already .. time to go back :'(
So yes, i wait. Perhaps it will be okay at 8.30 PM. Now it's time. I tried to logging in but still failed. Helpless !! I tried to contact US Helpdesk. Yes, our Helpdesk is in US. Dang again ! The person who picked up the phone sounded like the voice from machine. Hehe. He asked for my name, ID, contact number, location. When i said i'm from KL. He was so blurred. Okay fine, i'm from Kuala Lumpur. Still he was sounded like he never knows where is Kuala Lumpur on this earth. Eh hello you're a helpdesk, at least you should know where are your company being based at. He asked me where is it ? Fine. Malaysia. Ohh Malaysia. OMG. But okay, i guess maybe he doesn't know anything or heard something about Kuala Lumpur but at least he knew Malaysia. How cool !!
Only then he asked me whether he can help me. Huhu. So i explained to him about my situatioan. And he only replied that i need to wait for another 30 minutes. What ??? Fine. So i wait. I have no ideas. I am about to call my manager i think. Uhuhu. I am afraid all my passwords were going to be revoked. But yes, i wait for another 30 minutes. I read Bismillah before trying to logging in for the second time and it was success so Yeayyy. Hahaha.
I resetting all my passwords using the suggestion password. I don't care even though it was too long. Do i care ? The most important thing is i could be able to logging in to my client's account etc etc.
At the end of the day i left the office at 10.00 PM. Nice !!
Who knows changing passwords could be so tensed !! Hahahahaha
No i am not kidding. LOL
Thursday 20 May 2010
Post 5: I am alive.
Hi all !!
It has been an ages since my last update. My blog has been left abandoned for quite some times.
This month to be frank has been tough on me. Maybe it should be left unwritten for good. Huu.
By the way, tomorrow is Friday and supposedly i'll be working on weekend but i take 2 days leave and it has been approved. So yeay ! Perhaps nobodies gonna call me up for work. I really need some times for myself. I really need to clear up my mind. It won't be easy for me i know. Be it in work, relationship, friends .. i've loosing faith perhaps not in everything :'(
Ohh ya .. i'm down with fever. Need to sleep early. Have to wake up early and would be in the office for 12 hours STRAIGHT tomorrow. God !
Chiao.
It has been an ages since my last update. My blog has been left abandoned for quite some times.
This month to be frank has been tough on me. Maybe it should be left unwritten for good. Huu.
By the way, tomorrow is Friday and supposedly i'll be working on weekend but i take 2 days leave and it has been approved. So yeay ! Perhaps nobodies gonna call me up for work. I really need some times for myself. I really need to clear up my mind. It won't be easy for me i know. Be it in work, relationship, friends .. i've loosing faith perhaps not in everything :'(
Ohh ya .. i'm down with fever. Need to sleep early. Have to wake up early and would be in the office for 12 hours STRAIGHT tomorrow. God !
Chiao.
Sunday 4 April 2010
Post 3 : Without Words by Park Shin Hye
I shouldn’t have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didn’t see it, like I couldn’t see it
I shouldn’t have looked at you in the first place
I should have run away
I should have pretended I wasn’t listening
like I didn’t hear it, like I couldn’t hear it
I shouldn’t have heard your love in the first place
Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
It came without a word
Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore, and that you’re not here anymore
otherwise, it’ll be just the same like before
Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
Without a word, tears starts falling down
Without a word, my heart is broken
Without a word, I waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
Hajimal geol geuraesseo moreuncheok haebeorilgeol
Anboineun geotcheoreom bolsueopneun geotcheoreom
Neol aye bojimalgeol geuraetnabwa
Domangchil geol geuraesseo motdeuleuncheok geureolgeol
Deutjido motaneun cheok
Deuleul su eopneun geotcheoreom
Aye ne sarang deutji aneulgeol
Maldo eopsi sarangeul alge hago
Maldo eopsi sarangeul naege jugo
Sumgyeol hanajocha neol damge haenotgo
Ireoke domangganigga
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul ddeona
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul beoryeo
Museunmaleul halji damun ibi
Honjaseo nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi waseo
Wae ireoke apeunji wae jagguman apeunji
Neol bolsu eopdaneungeon
Nega eopdaneungeo malgo
Modu yejeongwa ddokgateungeonde
Maldo eopsi sarangeul alge hago
Maldo eopsi sarangeul naege jugo
Sumgyeol hanajocha neol damge haenotgo
Ireoke domangganigga
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul ddeona
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul beoryeo
Museunmaleul halji damun ibi
Honjaseo nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi nunmuli heulleonaeryeo
Maldo eopsi gaseumi muneojyeoga
Maldo eopneun sarangeul gidarigo
Maldo eopneun sarangeul apahago
Neoksi nagabeoryeo baboga doebeoryeo
Haneulman bogo unigga
Maldo eopsi ibyeoli nareulchaja
Maldo eopsi ibyeoli naegewaseo
Junbido motago neol bonaeyahaneun
Naemami nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi waseo
Maldo eopsi watdaga
Maldo eopsi ddeonaneun
Jinagan yeolbyeongcheoreom jamsi apeumyeon doenabwa
Jageun hyungteoman namgedoenigga
I should have pretended not to know
like I didn’t see it, like I couldn’t see it
I shouldn’t have looked at you in the first place
I should have run away
I should have pretended I wasn’t listening
like I didn’t hear it, like I couldn’t hear it
I shouldn’t have heard your love in the first place
Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
It came without a word
Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore, and that you’re not here anymore
otherwise, it’ll be just the same like before
Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
Without a word, tears starts falling down
Without a word, my heart is broken
Without a word, I waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
Hajimal geol geuraesseo moreuncheok haebeorilgeol
Anboineun geotcheoreom bolsueopneun geotcheoreom
Neol aye bojimalgeol geuraetnabwa
Domangchil geol geuraesseo motdeuleuncheok geureolgeol
Deutjido motaneun cheok
Deuleul su eopneun geotcheoreom
Aye ne sarang deutji aneulgeol
Maldo eopsi sarangeul alge hago
Maldo eopsi sarangeul naege jugo
Sumgyeol hanajocha neol damge haenotgo
Ireoke domangganigga
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul ddeona
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul beoryeo
Museunmaleul halji damun ibi
Honjaseo nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi waseo
Wae ireoke apeunji wae jagguman apeunji
Neol bolsu eopdaneungeon
Nega eopdaneungeo malgo
Modu yejeongwa ddokgateungeonde
Maldo eopsi sarangeul alge hago
Maldo eopsi sarangeul naege jugo
Sumgyeol hanajocha neol damge haenotgo
Ireoke domangganigga
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul ddeona
Maldo eopsi sarangi nareul beoryeo
Museunmaleul halji damun ibi
Honjaseo nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi nunmuli heulleonaeryeo
Maldo eopsi gaseumi muneojyeoga
Maldo eopneun sarangeul gidarigo
Maldo eopneun sarangeul apahago
Neoksi nagabeoryeo baboga doebeoryeo
Haneulman bogo unigga
Maldo eopsi ibyeoli nareulchaja
Maldo eopsi ibyeoli naegewaseo
Junbido motago neol bonaeyahaneun
Naemami nollangeot gata
Maldo eopsi waseo
Maldo eopsi watdaga
Maldo eopsi ddeonaneun
Jinagan yeolbyeongcheoreom jamsi apeumyeon doenabwa
Jageun hyungteoman namgedoenigga
Saturday 3 April 2010
Post 2: The Definitive Book of Body Language
I am bored staying at home yesterday so i decided to go to Alamanda, craving for Lebanese Kebab i guess. Haha
Then i'm heading to MPH, looking for something nice to read. I can't get my eyes off this one book, The Definitive Book of Body Language. I should buy something about Yoga or what .. ohh nevermind .. i'll get it later.
So, this is the book i meant just now
It has been written by Allan and Barbara Pease and currently i'm so addicted with this book !
Ohh btw, you know what ..
Then i'm heading to MPH, looking for something nice to read. I can't get my eyes off this one book, The Definitive Book of Body Language. I should buy something about Yoga or what .. ohh nevermind .. i'll get it later.
So, this is the book i meant just now
It has been written by Allan and Barbara Pease and currently i'm so addicted with this book !
Ohh btw, you know what ..
Most men and nearly half of all women don't know what they look like from the neck down !
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