Post 104: Mournful Year

It took our hearts away when we lost our first flight (MH370) on sudden almost four months ago, and for went through the same feelings again after the news circulated last Friday pertaining to sudden lost of MH17 is not something we look forward for. As a Malaysian, i feel the lost too, we are really been tested in a great way :')

How fragile and unpredictable life is, that we should make the best of moments, cherish loved ones and not be mean to each other cause sometimes that may be the very last thing we say to them. Thought and prayers to all the victims of MH17 and MH370

And not to forget our brothers and sisters who currently suffers and battling with life in Gaza, let keep them in our prayers always :')

Insha-Allah

Post 103: Busy Bee

Hello

I'm back ! Lama sungguh tak menulis hehe

Well, there's nothing much to share with you guys. Life is pretty much hectic with workloads since middle of June. From training to knowledge transfers to going live with our new accounts. And, next week i'll be on oncall.

Ramadhan this year, tak selalu dapat chances berbuka dengan family; parents and adik-adik. I'll stay back in the office till 10:00 or 11:00 at night in order to complete each tasks given. Berbuka sorang-sorang dekat office dengan a cup of white coffee and Gardenia Jagung. Sometimes nescafe saja. The rest dah balik at 4:30pm lagi hehe. However it is, i'm still grateful for what i'm going through is not comparable with what our brothers and sisters are currently sufferings in Gaza. Never forget to send your prayers for them. Insyaa Allah

Eating habits since last month agak huru-hara. I eat less than what i'm supposed to. Balik kerja dah penat, ingat nak tido saje. Before Ramadhan, i was weight at 52.5kg and after fortnight, my weight is now at 48.5kg..drastically reduced..well to take into accounts yang saya makan macam-macam purposely to gain weight and now it's back to what it was before even lighter huhu..padahal dah sebulan lebih macam tu tak workout.

Malam sebelum nak terlelap mata, cuma mampu scroll fitness insta saje. Dok perati je orang lain buat workout routines apa. Tak sampai 5mins dah di alam mimpi zzZZzzZzz hahaha..esok bangun buat rutin yang sama. Kerja, balik rumah, kerja, balik rumah..memang tak socialize langsung. And for that i'm kinda worry sebenarnya. I love my works a lot. And my parents are aware of that. The problem is when i come to realize that most of my friends have settled down, getting married and having babies. It makes me noticed one thing, that i don't have balanced life.

Five years ago, after graduated i set my minds to focus only on works. The reasons behind it ? The last time i had been into relationship was on 2009, back in uni. Something was happened along the way, well not everything we want will be crossing our path right ? It was extremely difficult to get up, life was so hard so i kept reminding myself to be strong. Even when i am not. Time flies, and apparently i'm still single after that incident happened. I realized how much i had missed for these last five years while im in recovery and healing phases. And my mum sekarang kerap pulak tanya, tak pi dating ? To which i replied "nak dating dengan sape pulak?" hahaha

In syaa Allah, jodoh tu ada. Cuma, nak kena cari dan usaha jugak gak ? So nak cari mana agak-agak ? hahaha

I'm so sleepy now..pukul 1:40am sudah..i got to sleep

Selamat berpuasa dan bersahur guys

Nite.